A Deadhead's Journey Through ‘The Night Circus’

Article Contributed by Nicole Lise Feingold | Published on Friday, October 11, 2024

After being swept away by The Starless Sea, I eagerly dove into Erin Morgenstern's The Night Circus. What makes this novel especially compelling is Morgenstern’s ability to weave a narrative rich with themes that resonate deeply with anyone who has been part of a devoted fan community, particularly Deadheads. (Yes, I know, I know—I drew parallels between The Starless Sea and the Grateful Dead in my last review, but it’s even more apparent in this book! Morgenstern must be a Deadhead!) Like the followers of the Dead, those who chase Le Cirque des Rêves across time and space are not simply spectators but participants in a shared experience that transcends the ordinary.

Morgenstern captures the essence of this communal experience writing: “There are those who have the means, and even some who do not but creatively manage anyway, to follow the circus from location to location.” Deadheads, much like the reveurs, found ways to make their pilgrimages happen. For both communities, it wasn't just about reaching the destination, but about the journey itself—the shared camaraderie and sense of belonging that came from being part of something larger than oneself.

This sense of community is reflected even more deeply when Morgenstern writes, “When they depart, they shake hands and embrace like old friends, even if they have only just met, and as they go their separate ways they feel less alone than they had before.” This beautifully mirrors the connection among Deadheads. Strangers become forever friends. You may only see these lovely people at shows, but the bond is timeless.

However, as captivating as the world of The Night Circus is, some elements feel underdeveloped. Tsukiko, the contortionist, is not fully fleshed out as a character, yet she plays a pivotal role in the book's conclusion. Her sudden prominence wasn’t carefully woven into the earlier storylines. Similarly, Isobel, the fortune-teller’s magical abilities play a seemingly important part in the well-being of the circus. Yet, the how is vague. Despite immensely enjoying the book these aspects felt less explored and left me craving more detailed explanations.

In The Night Circus Morgenstern transports readers into a world where the line between reality and illusion is beautifully blurred. I didn’t know how desperately I needed this type of escape. Her writing also highlights the powerful notion that "you create your own story, your own narrative, your own fate"—a sentiment that echoes the lyrical wisdom of Grateful Dead tunes. It's easy to picture Robert Hunter admiring this book, as it captures the same kind of magic his music evokes. Like those who follow the circus or a beloved band, you’re not just a spectator; you become a part of the unfolding story, shaping it as much as it shapes you.

Nicole lives in Los Angeles and is currently working to publish her first memoir. Connect with her on Instagram: @nicole_lise

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